Waiting for something.....
I am in such a weird mood tonight. Restless. I guess it’s not so bad. I am getting some cleaning done. I did spend a good hour internet stalking an old boyfriend, a really old boyfriend. I met him when I was 17 and we dated on and off for 5 or 6 years. It may have been the one and only time I was in love. Of course he broke my heart. It wasn’t a bad break up but it was a necessary one.
After I stalked my old boyfriend I moved onto my therapist. I felt kind of weird about that so I stopped.
Cleaned the kitchen, scooped the litter box.
I feel so strange. Not bad, not good, just strange. I guess it is one of those “things”.
I’m bored….so bored. I want to do something but it is 10 pm and I need to think about getting sleep. Not tired though.
I have found myself sitting up in bed, feet on floor getting ready to go somewhere. Then I wake up and wonder what I’m doing and get back under the covers. I have been doing this almost every night for a week.
Strange days and nights I guess.
After I stalked my old boyfriend I moved onto my therapist. I felt kind of weird about that so I stopped.
Cleaned the kitchen, scooped the litter box.
I feel so strange. Not bad, not good, just strange. I guess it is one of those “things”.
I’m bored….so bored. I want to do something but it is 10 pm and I need to think about getting sleep. Not tired though.
I have found myself sitting up in bed, feet on floor getting ready to go somewhere. Then I wake up and wonder what I’m doing and get back under the covers. I have been doing this almost every night for a week.
Strange days and nights I guess.
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