Wacky Wednesday

I have been struggling with my OCD for a very long time now.  It makes me depressed when I can't have/do things the way I want them, so I just walk away and not do anything.  I have decided to try and do them anyway.  This way I can say "I tried", instead of just feeling sorry for myself because I run away from everything.

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falseface
falseface

I feel afraid. I\'m afraid that I\'m going to be found out for the monster I really am. I am afraid that if I don\'t disappear, my family will never have the peace and happiness they deserve.
deleted_user
deleted_user

Oh falseface, please know what you are worth alot, we all have monsters inside of us, they cannot turn us into monsters, we just need to be rid of them or try to conquer them. \"Dissapearing\" may look like the only thing that will bring your loved ones peace, but think about all the pain they would have to endure without you. Hugs