Very Tough Week!

I've not posted a journal since the one about feeling bald and fat.... And that is because its been a very tough week! No doubt about it... head stuff in full swing!
I had a day of way overeating... trying to stuff the fat/bald stuff! But with the help of my WLS support network and a very understanding husband, I have risen above it all.
I have learned that stuffing my feeling vs feeling my stuff.... is a dead end street... Or maybe more accurately a dead end to my life. Because its behavior like this that got me here.
I have learned not to believe everything I think... and SOBER (which is what I consider myself when I'm not stuffed in the feed bag!) means this.
Son
Of a
Bitch
Everything's
Real
S.O.B.E.R.
And ever since surgery... everything's be ever so real! All my old food junk has hit me square between the eyes!
Along with many other quotes and sayings I came across this AM... here is the one I am closing with:
"I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody is going to come and save you. You've got to save yourself. Nobody is going to give you anything. You've got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except you, and nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it. So don't give up on your dreams"

This might seem a bit harsh to some... and yes, I do have friends and support... but bottom line. This shit is up to me!
So I lied... one more 
Good things come to those who wait.... Good things come to those who work their asses off and never give up!
Have a beautiful day everyone... I am back on game today!