very cold and still very mad sat jan 7,2012 5p.m.

well, i am going out tonight w/ sis to see son if i can w/ out wanting to punch him in the face. not realy. i dont know what he is thinking. havnt even told b.f. about. dont knwo when or how, still i hav made plans to go home on the 21st of theis month. going to pay the rent tonight. and go to b.f. for a while, then come back and watch the scarry stuff i know ive been here too long but its been so hard. so thats it for now. will have moore later when get back. ok, by for now.....