validation
Well. I was feeling dumb but not anymore. Just feeling shaken. Did not backfire on me. I jest got the validation that I knew I needed.
I diidnt go there holding any hope oif anything or wishing for something hood to come of things. I went with a closed mind. He calls. Says come watch hockey n we'll go shop tmrw. I said ok. I will. Thinkin sure I'll take ur money
I go. Good game. Fell asleep. No sex or anything. We slept. Not much cuddling. All I was doing was rereadinh my tiget blood. Ps. I'm on my blackberry for shitty typing
This morning. I sed whwres coffee? He seys let's go for bf. I startes thinking. Strted talkin about my feelings. He's fucked up. Totally fucked right up. By the end of the morning. Sure. I was crying. I was sorry I went. I was trying to get him to open his eyes to himself. Whta happebed?
He screamed at me to get the fuck out. Pushed me. Punched walls. I said. Wow. Do u feel like the big man now? I said let's make a deal. He seys ok. I said. U stay out of my life andf ill stay out of urs.
He seys ok. I sed I mean it. Hge got all scary n sed he wants me to sray away from the vblue room aka pool hall cuz I'm fuckin my teammate n thre bartender n whomeewVer else goes there cuz he saw me all close n cuddly he seys. I sed no its cuz it hurts when I see u. He didn't hear me.
Ong story short. I sed og yes. That's why I want u to stay away. Cuz I fucked jerry joe fergiue the other guy. Ur best friend. Ur cuzin. I fucked ewveryone n ur gonna get fucked be me too!
holy fuck. Hgoly fuck
He pushed me so hard. I went back at him. I didn't care. I was snarling in his face. U fuckin piece of shit. Pow. Pushed me again. I said u wanna intimidate me? u can't stand to hear the truth!! He screamed. Pinched the wall. I said ur a fn abuser. User abuser. Everyone knows it. They don't like u there!! They all talk bout u after u leave. Push me Again. I sed fuck u. They alll allllllLl know what u did. Y u tyhink. No onetalks to u?? Screaming get the fuck out. I sed ur a loser. Fn fucked up loser no one likes u. They all surround me to protect me. From u! Fuck he almost threw me down the stairs. I jumped up again. Even if he threww me dowb. I'd bve rite back up again. He threatened me sayin hed call the cops saying I forced my way in. I said oh? Its like that is it?? Let's fuyckin play! Let's play boy. Ur goin dowwwwn. Down.
So here I am with 200$ of his money. I said I alwats pAid for it emeotionally. And this time was no different. My arms hurt. My chest hurts. Prolly have bruises. But fuck him. Fuck him. He's gonna pay that mother fucker. He's gonna pay. I'm gonna be beautiful. Spend his money. Fuck him pver like he's the bitch he is. I aint sorry. I'm not feelin bad. I'm fucking angry n he's gonna feel my wrath!! He's gonna fuckin pay in every way. He's so fucked. And I'm so not. Fuck I love this ace! This forum. I know my girls gonna read this! Booya baby. Fuck all those bastartds. I'm doin all this for every abused woman out there. N that's what I told him. I sued him for principle. For every woman he hurt in the past n for every woman in the future. He fucked with the arong bitch this time. I laughed like a crazy woman! I looked insane. But I'm not. I'm just pissed off. Wosrt headache, sore body but soooooo fn woth it to see him seething! Gimme high fives girls for bein the strong bitch that I am. I'm not takin that shit layin down. Never again will I accept abuse. I reached my goal. Now I'm in revenge mode. Soon I won't care. But for the moment. I'm enjoying makin him look like the ass he is.
Booya baby!
I aint called gogogiz for nothin ;)
I diidnt go there holding any hope oif anything or wishing for something hood to come of things. I went with a closed mind. He calls. Says come watch hockey n we'll go shop tmrw. I said ok. I will. Thinkin sure I'll take ur money
I go. Good game. Fell asleep. No sex or anything. We slept. Not much cuddling. All I was doing was rereadinh my tiget blood. Ps. I'm on my blackberry for shitty typing
This morning. I sed whwres coffee? He seys let's go for bf. I startes thinking. Strted talkin about my feelings. He's fucked up. Totally fucked right up. By the end of the morning. Sure. I was crying. I was sorry I went. I was trying to get him to open his eyes to himself. Whta happebed?
He screamed at me to get the fuck out. Pushed me. Punched walls. I said. Wow. Do u feel like the big man now? I said let's make a deal. He seys ok. I said. U stay out of my life andf ill stay out of urs.
He seys ok. I sed I mean it. Hge got all scary n sed he wants me to sray away from the vblue room aka pool hall cuz I'm fuckin my teammate n thre bartender n whomeewVer else goes there cuz he saw me all close n cuddly he seys. I sed no its cuz it hurts when I see u. He didn't hear me.
Ong story short. I sed og yes. That's why I want u to stay away. Cuz I fucked jerry joe fergiue the other guy. Ur best friend. Ur cuzin. I fucked ewveryone n ur gonna get fucked be me too!
holy fuck. Hgoly fuck
He pushed me so hard. I went back at him. I didn't care. I was snarling in his face. U fuckin piece of shit. Pow. Pushed me again. I said u wanna intimidate me? u can't stand to hear the truth!! He screamed. Pinched the wall. I said ur a fn abuser. User abuser. Everyone knows it. They don't like u there!! They all talk bout u after u leave. Push me Again. I sed fuck u. They alll allllllLl know what u did. Y u tyhink. No onetalks to u?? Screaming get the fuck out. I sed ur a loser. Fn fucked up loser no one likes u. They all surround me to protect me. From u! Fuck he almost threw me down the stairs. I jumped up again. Even if he threww me dowb. I'd bve rite back up again. He threatened me sayin hed call the cops saying I forced my way in. I said oh? Its like that is it?? Let's fuyckin play! Let's play boy. Ur goin dowwwwn. Down.
So here I am with 200$ of his money. I said I alwats pAid for it emeotionally. And this time was no different. My arms hurt. My chest hurts. Prolly have bruises. But fuck him. Fuck him. He's gonna pay that mother fucker. He's gonna pay. I'm gonna be beautiful. Spend his money. Fuck him pver like he's the bitch he is. I aint sorry. I'm not feelin bad. I'm fucking angry n he's gonna feel my wrath!! He's gonna fuckin pay in every way. He's so fucked. And I'm so not. Fuck I love this ace! This forum. I know my girls gonna read this! Booya baby. Fuck all those bastartds. I'm doin all this for every abused woman out there. N that's what I told him. I sued him for principle. For every woman he hurt in the past n for every woman in the future. He fucked with the arong bitch this time. I laughed like a crazy woman! I looked insane. But I'm not. I'm just pissed off. Wosrt headache, sore body but soooooo fn woth it to see him seething! Gimme high fives girls for bein the strong bitch that I am. I'm not takin that shit layin down. Never again will I accept abuse. I reached my goal. Now I'm in revenge mode. Soon I won't care. But for the moment. I'm enjoying makin him look like the ass he is.
Booya baby!
I aint called gogogiz for nothin ;)
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could I borrow a cup of anger, please?
and an ounce of revenge?
You know I think you\'re pretty wonderful...but please please be careful. We all know he\'s a bully/abuser/pos/coward...but he has nothing to lose in his pea brain atm. That is what makes him dangerous. Unless you have advanced training in martial arts or self defense, or at least have pepper spray with you...be very careful.
I know that you are angry, I understand why. But he has no problem pushing, hitting or bruising you. I know it feels powerful to take his money. But all the money in the world won\'t keep you safe if he decides to completely lose it.
I got a jug of anger fiona. And not to worry my dear hopeful woman. I\'m not scared. He won\'t come when others r around. That\'s his chicken ass way. Fuckin chicken. No balls on that bitch. He can\'t stand to hear it. If I\'m meek n don\'t say anything its all cool. If I stand up. He\'ll freak. Let him fuckin freak. I don\'t give a shit anymore. I\'m done being sorry n sad. I\'m fuckin mad now. I got a line u know. Once u cross it there\'s no going back n I\'ll fiucking come after u. That\'s the boat he\'s in now. It aint over till the fat lady sings n girls. I\'m 220 lbs! Lol. I know I dound whacked. But I\'m not. This is my strong vindictive smart side. I gave. I gave love. I laid it all out. He sed fuck u. Fuck u n ur feelings. Ya well let\'s see who\'s gonna fuck who. This aint about $ this is about abuse n standing up n fighting back n I can\'t win his game but I can play minE n its a straight shooting game. He\'s gonna go down ;p. I feel psyvho! Lol. And its wonderful!
yeah, I\'ll take a jug!
Men are very simple. Much more simple then women. If you can get the book fairly old by Justin Sterling, \"What Really Works With Men.\" I learned a lot from that book. Men are all ego, except of course if they have really strong godly thinking. But they are wired completely different from women. Like day and night. Don\'t let the act fool you. They have killer instincts hon. A man is all ego, and you can provoke a man just by what you say, how yoou act. As Goldie Hawn said THAT SHE FEELS SORRY FOR MEN WITH ALL THEIR MALE HORMONES, AND A LADY IN A SKIRT COMES ALONG. Men are all ego. IT\'S REALLY UP TO OTHERS TO MAKE THEM FEEL BETTER ABOUT THEMSELVES, OR THE OPPOSITE. How many men kill or beat others? Watch out. iIf you are sure of yourself, what you want , you can meet a man who will need you and protect you, want you, take care of you. But be careful! All men have strong instincts, and they do not really put women even above their friends. They must compete with other men in the world. Otherwise, there\'s mo reason to get up in the morning. Women need strong bonds with other women, because we need to evolve. Men will stay where he\'s comfortable forever. Now I have to apologise to you because that may not have helped you at all. But I tried.Merry Christmas to you Miss.!
Thanks Wendy. Everything is helpful! All perspectives are welcome. It\'s always good to hear about different views.
I\'m sure I sound absolutely nuts. But you know..i dont care anymore. I dont care if i look crazy, sound crazy, i\'m not crazy, i\'m just a woman who\'s had enough. very simply..i\'ve had enough & it\'s hours and hours later, I\'m still angry.
Go you!! I look forward to the day when I reach that point!! You are a strong woman and an inspiration to so many of us!!
aww truly! thank you so much :) how wonderful for you to say!