Upset

I went to my doctor today and he asked, " How are you ?" Then he said "according to your last visit you were going to go see the surgeon, what did he say?" I answered, " he said that according to the new MRI results my injury was worse than before." He proceeded to tell me " I don't understand how it could have gotten worse unless you were in another accident of hurting yourself." I could not believe what he had just said to me. Why if I had 4 wonderful young boys would I want to hurt myself or cause myself more pain than the one this accident had already caused. I used to live a pain free carefree life. If my husband said let's go visit my aunt in California we would just pack up and leave or let's go camping we would get our stuff and take off, now I have to carry around pain killers and I wouldn't even think of taking a car trip that long or even getting close to a camp ground because if I need my heating pads or ice packs or additional pain killers what do I do. I can't even drive more than 2 continuous hours without crying because I'm in a lot of pain. Why would he tell me that? I thought doctor's were supposed to help you, not bring you down or question your pain if my swelling is visible from far away. Everyone has mentioned it to me today and I know it's related to the weather.