update pon progress

I have completed my second week of home dialysis training and am now putting my own needles in and out.  These morning sessions are so much better as I get to dialysis at around 7.00 in the morning and am still tired as I make sure I stay up late the night before.  Once I am set up on dialysis it is quite easy to drop off to sleep again so I usually get 2 to 3 hours sleep which makes the session so much more bearable. The training is supposed to last for about 12 weeks but they think I am quicker than most so could be as soon as 8 weeks.  Unfortunatley I am still sick after my dialysis sessions.  I get flu like aches and pains but the oxycodone I am taking does a good job in masking these although I still feel very weary. I still find it a struggle walking and after a few paces need to sit down so I am investing in a walker with a seat so that I can be more independent and not have to rely on being with someone when I go shopping.  I am due at transplant clinic tomorrow as they want to asses whether there is enough room for a kidney transplant now that my liver has taken on a life of its own.  I personally think I have enough room as I do not feel anywhere near as bad as before when I had 2 large kidneys but it is getting worse every day.  If I get the thumbs up I will go on the transplant list.  I have also been accepted on disability living allowance which is a huge help financially, and as this is not means tested my salary does not affect it. Things between me and my husband were going well since he told me he didn't want to be with me anymore on Jan 1st.  THis is mainly because I am not being myself and have to be very careful what I discuss with him.  I don't know whether we have a future together. I hope we do and we can get past this but not so sure.  He is happy when I'm doing housework but he doesnlt seem to realise that I am really not up to this and I am trying to hide how I feel every day.  Anyway we'll just have to see how that goes. Bye for now x