Update:Here I'm Again

First thing is first....I'm not planning to take a pregnancy test.no time soon...please don't ask!.....
Then there's people saying the sooner ..you know, the more prepared you would be....I don't feel like hearing comments like these!
 
Now here I am again....missed cycle,frequent bath breaks,sleepiness,dry skin and among other things....
It's not easy for me...and I don't want to pretend, that it is.....I have prayed and question God and I  made it my business ,to prepare to create a sperm friendly environment....it mayhave worked or maybe it didn't, but right now...I just don't want to know.
 
I am enjoying the ever moment that I 'm have with my baby....whether he/she will make it full term...I really don't know...but I know that I'm not going to waste my opportunity .....a few week from now I will know for sure...but right now I'm enjoying my moment...And trying to make the best of the time with my baby.
Doing everything I can to be healthy,sleep,excercise and enjoy the time that I do have with my baby.