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I am not sure what is going on with me, but I feel so sad. There were a few things that occured here while my sister was visiting that really disterbed me. It has triggered so much crap. Seriously if you visited your sister would you skinny dip in her pool? Tht's what she did when everyone was napping. She bragged about it. It really bothers me that she did that! I work so hard to keep my house clean from perverted spirits and the enemy just used her here. I feel like she desecrated my home. I was so shocked when she bragged about to everyone that I couldn't even recognize what I was feeling and how to respond to such behavior. I'm going to see my counselor tomorrow. I just pray I can get through the night without cutting! I think what she did was so direspectful to me and my home. I feel so unstable right now. I haven't felt this horrible in a long time. I hate famiies sometimes!
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That was a very disrespectful and weird thing for her to do! I can see why you are upset. Please don\'t hurt yourself over this. She is obviously a very disturbed person and she isn\'t worth you doing anything you will regret. Please know I am here for you and I care.
isn\'t it amazing how people disrespect us and our first instinct is self-harm? I totally get it, but it makes no logical sense. Your sister was out of line. I hope you will be able to feel and process your emotions in a healthy way.
What your sister did was not logical at all....I am glad u kept your appointment with your therapist, I read your latest entry, that\'s good but I am sorry u had to go thru all those emotional pain coz of your sister!