up late at night
I have been up late for the last couple of nights with my 2 month old daughter. She has been having trouble sleeping at night and I am up with her like always. I am the one that takes care of her during the day for the most part and I take care of her at night. I never seem to get a break from anything anymore. It is making it hard for me to get my school work done or anything done for that matter. I feel overwhelmed all the time and the depression is getting bad. I don't know how much more I will be able to take it before I just break down from it all. Like right now I am sitting on the couch at 2:44am holding her in my arm making sure that she is asleep before I try to put her in her bed for the night. I am just so busy during the day with taking care of my two boys and daughter that at night I don't know what I am going to do or when I will get any rest for that matter. I just want to get some sleep and it never seems like I will get any sleep any time soon. I have anxiety attacks just about every day now and I don't know how I cant make them from coming so often.
Replies
Is there anyone you can turn to for help right now? You need a break!
Oh hun I\'m sorry. Is there anyone you can ask for support? Someone that could come over for a bit every couple days and give you a little break?
I live with my mom who works Monday through Friday 8:30-5 and my fiance works two jobs its hard for them to help me that much. my fianc helps some when he is home before work but at night, its mainly me that is going the night time feedings and all. but its till hard for me to get everything done that I need to do. but I am trying my best to do the best that I can with how things are going right now.