Up early...

up early...thanking God..should have been gone. Long time ago but reflecting on what potential recovery obstacles are out there...do I have to travel through trouble areas...am I handling money today that should be immediately turned over to my wife ...and just generally what kind of space am I in today...a feelings check for myself today...today I intend to have one less emotional flair up than I had yesterday and lastly...thank god I'm not just hitting the door coming in off a binge trying to ease in the bed knowing she's wide awake...