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Well I have to fight every day to get through. Not only my emotions but my health all so.  My husband never understands and I hide my emotions as best I can from him. I feel like a actress pretending every thing is ok.  My Denise who passed away 6 years ago had 3 girls ,A set of twins and the youngest we call Danie, she looks just like her mother. For some reason they do not bring her up. We seem to clash a lot. there twins are 25 and Danie 23. I have a son but were not close his wife keeps him from me ,why I do not know,except we were close and I think she did not like that. My son was married twice and has 5 children. I have 12 grandchildren. But still feel lonely and wonder why all this has happened. I have lost a husband ,a baby, my parents and now my lovely Denise. I have migraines and menerie's and fibramyalgia and IBS and acid reflux and anxiety. well I have to stop for now.