up at 6 am again, now watching the snow sun mar 24 2013

this may be ajn appropriate color for today. started my new dosege of meds, feel ok, didnt go to sleep till at leaste 2 or 3 am but still, its very hard for me to get knocked out. still afraid of the 2mgs ebilify? tried once and ow mama i was so out of it, and it said that you could seek food and weight gain could be a side effect that scares the crap out of me. i worked so hard for so long, and had setbacks,  but am officially off the skittles. i had a rainbow on my back. anywaay i degress, got up not paniked im looking out the window at the snow. its commin down good now. its something. im going nowere till real spring. ha. anyway, going to go get something to eat. so i guess i had a good week. think the new dose of the meds helped alot. havnt had them twicked in a very long time. ok, thing overheating again. moore later. winter weather advisory big time. its pretty but i dont like it. ok. later..................