UP ALL NIGHT AGAIN...
WELL,I FINALLY WENT TO BED AT 6:45 THIS MORNING,ONLY TO WAKE UP THREE HOURS LATER.I JUST DONT WANT TO GO TO BED.MY BODY IS EXUASTED BUT MY MIND IS GOING A HUNDRED MILES A MINUTE.I HAD ALOT OF RUNNING ERRANDS TO DO AGAIN,AND NOW HERE I AM AGAIN.I WAS SO UPSET YESTERDAY AGAIN ,I FEEL LIKE A FOOL VENTING ABOUT MY LIFE WITH A PERSON WHO ONLY CARES ABOUT HIMSELF...AT THIS MINUTE I AM CALM AND QUIET, NOT OVERLY EXCITED ABOUT MY ISSUES AND I GUESS THATS GOOD ,LORD KNOWS I NEED A BREAK BEFORE I HAVE A HEART ATTACK.MY FATHER DIED VERY YOUNG FROM STRESS AND A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK AND I WORRY I WILL GO THE SAME WAY, IF I DONT START MAKEING MAJOR CHANGES IN MY LIFE...I AM SO THANKFUL FOR EVERYONE HERE AT DS..ALL OF YOU TRULLY INSPIRE ME WITH YOUR CAREING AND SUPPORT.THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART DEAR FRIENDS!!!ITS 2:30AM AND I AM GOING TO TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP.....SWEET DREAMS TO ALL AND MAY TOMAROW BE A NEW DAY FOR US ALL.....
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i can commiserate with you. i was awake all night last night too. didnt go to slepp until 11.30 am and woke up at 3 pm.no work for me again today. i had 2 sleeping tablets and a xanax and it didnt even touch the sides. i didnt realise it until i rang my therapist in a panic that it was because i was extrememly stressed about work. i hope yo\'re situation gets better. i cant imagine living with a man like that. where did the love go?