ungrateful son

I'M JUST REALLY FRIGGIN MAD TODAY I HATE WHAT THIS HAS DONE TO MY FAMILY AND MY ONLY HOPE WAS THAT HE WAS AT LEAST ALWAYS REMORSEFUL UNTILL NOW. ALL OF THE SUDDEN IT'S OK TO ACT  NASTY AND TREAT PEOPLE WHO LOVE YOU LIKE SHIT WELL IT IS NOT AND I SENSE HE WILL BE LEAVING HERE SOON CAUSE I WILL NOT LET HIM DESTROY THE OTHER 2 I HAVE NOT GIVEN UP BUT I HAVE REALIZED HE IS NOT WHO I THOUGHT HE WAS FOR THE LAST 18 YEARS OH WELL I GUESS HE GOT HIS WISH MIND ALTERING SUBSTANCES HAVE DONE THEIR JOB I HOPE YOUR HAPPY MATT