Ugly

I absolutely can’t stand myself right now. My body is so repulsive. I’m a fat ugly hideous creature. My body is short and chunky, wobbly with scars and stretch marks and tattoos ruined by blurred lines, dropped out colour, scars and stretches. My face is round, greasy, spotty botchy mess. My hair is dry and limp and horrible. My skin is dry and flakey covered in eczema and dermatitis, it hurts, it’s sore, it’s itchy and it cracks at my joints. I have never felt so unattractive in my life. I want to slice my skin off my boy, rip the fat from my bones and slowly bleed to death.