Ugh

I have been feeling so down in the dumps lately.

I feel like I'm about to lose my mind at any moment.

I have this crippling anxiety and all I want is for it to end. I don't even know how that is possible.

I am not at all suicidal because I bvelieve that my life would be great if I could get past these horrible feelings. I feel like if I could just get past the sadness and emptiness, then I could experience and enjoy SO much!!

However, I cannot shake these feelings and they are beginning to make me feel extremely hopeless. 

I just want to lay in bed in a curled little ball and sleep so I won't have to think.

I just want a break from all of this.