Ugh

Today has been one of those days that I have a mountain of things to do and woke up ready to tackle the day and yet here I sit on the sofa doing pretty much nothing. 

I am stressed today and when that happens instead of doing something to solve the problem I just sit and worry which does nothing for me.  Then I contemplate life and the lack of success I'm making of it.   Why oh why am I this hard on myself at times when usually I'm ok most of the time.   Fear seems to overcome my life in the form of anxiety and then nothing gets done. 

I was doing great last week, but this week has been a mess.   Beginning to think I'm bi-polar with all these feelings on overload = (