Ugg!

I Feel like crap today . in a few weeks it will be my birthday and I really have nothing to celebrate about.  I'm pretty much ignore the day because I think my mother regrets having my brother and I. Really who wants a failure? I'm on SSI, no education besides  a HS  diploma and my sisters are in collage an one is married and has a child. Me nothing to be proud of. I wish I was perfect like them, that I had a life and a person to share it with. I really do but no one wants this piece of garbage. No one.