Two months later...
It has been two months today since we lost our son, Hunter, and I still feel like I am in shock. I think about him everyday and just cry. Right now I am supposed to be 31 wks and preparing for our baby shower a week from Sunday on the 15th. We live in Chicago and we were so worried that the weather would not cooperate for the baby shower on the 15th..My family and I spoke about what we would do than. Would you believe that it has been one of the mildest winters that I can ever remember in Chicago. We have not had any significant snow fall and for the next two weeks temperatures are supposed to be in the 30s and 40s. My husband and I live in a condo that backs up to a park and right now there must be 10 children outside playing. Although when you live in Chicago you often find yourself praying for a mild Winter..This year I just wish it would be a blizzard on the 15th, so that I could blame not having my shower on the weather and NOT on the fact that my son no longer lives. I just want to scream! Why did this have to happen to us??? How am I possibly supposed to get through this? The sun continues to shine and my baby boy is gone. How does any of this make sense?
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if you feel like you need to scream you scream. You feel like crying you cry. It will never make sense that your baby was taken. it\'s been almost 7 years since by babies have been gone and i still have bad days. days will get easier however I find no matter what i do espcially if i\'m sitting watching tv or something like that I can find myself thinking of them or my daughter. i\'m here if you want to chat i\'m usually on multiple times a day
Thank you so much! Congratulations on your baby boy!
thanks and we are all here for you