Two Exams

I have removed myself from facebook. Many others have told me that it is not something I want behind me when going into new jobs and internships and eventually applying to schools... I hope. I don't know how I feel. I feel both anxious and depressed, though I suppose both can go hand-in-hand. I take two major exams tomorrow and and have that day to myself and then I work as a porter from 3-11:30 at the movie theatre. This will be my first day back in over two weeks off. I dont want to go back. I really wanted to the job with the dean but, I don't think that's going to happen. I remember the day when I was offered every job I applied to. What happened to that? I am going to reapply for disability soon. I am trying to work and make it work, but it's not working at all. I am working just to gain money, working there gives me no satisfaction, no education and no interest... just simply a way to gain money, yet not even enough money to pay my cell phone bill. I have a lot of studying to do before tomorrow as I explained with my two exams. I'll try to write some more later. 
 
Goodnight moon.

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vickybea
vickybea

I hope you do well hun l\'m sure you will so good luck and try not to worry about what was and where you are now life goes in circles so you will have your day and feel it, don\'t over do it and take care of yourself