Tuesday July 1st 12:37 am

I can't do this anymore. I am such a goddamn fucking burden. You'll say I am not but I fucking am or I wouldn't get treated this way. I am a goddamn fucking person with god damn fucking feelings and I get treated like I don't fucking matter and I am sick of it. I do so much god damn shit around here and I get treated as thought I am a lazy free loading bitch that doesn't fucking do anything, I cook, clean, I have a goddamn job like you asked. WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!?!?!?! Would toil like me to fucking wipe your goddamn ass too????? I HOPE TO GOD you feel fucking better when I am fucking gone and you don't have to pay to have me around anyone since I am an inconvenience to you and your alcoholic stoner life style. Ps. If I am fuckig pregnant that makes me
A murderer too. Great. Another thing to add on the HOW MARANDA IS A PIECE OF SHIT LIST.
worthless
Pathetic
Slut
Cutter
Immature
Ugly
Fat
Free loader
Burden
Baby killer
Unwanted
Useless
Waste
Coward
Suicidal
Disappointment.
I can't take all this pain anymore. I just wanna feel like I am a damn human being and that I am fuckin wanted..