tues aug 9, 2011 heard from son finnaly

well, its about 1.30 mhere now. got up super early. 2   moore days till surgury. yay. im so happy and a little scared.  startiong tp dp a little             work for myself. its so frustraiting. i know im a terrible  burden dont want to be but i am.  i forgot to take my xanex this morning, so im pretty shaky and  panicing. i knew something was wrong. ok, moore later.....finnaly tlked to sun.   so i guess thats it for now. will get back on later.....