Trying to stay positive

I am doing my best to stay positive.  My family is supportive and I don't want to make it hard on them to see me this way.  It is just hard for me to say I am OK when I am not.   I feel like someone hit me in the head with a 2x4 today.  I may be getting a sinus infection.  I just may lay down for awhile and see if I feel better.  I will write in this journal later.