trying to hang in there

well i haven't writtin in my journal in a long time..seems just when things are looking up then something happens...bells palsy for the second time and lazer surgery on my left eye...but its still all in Gods hands...just wish i could smile with the left side of my face and that all these doctor appts. would at least slow down...i'm gratefull to be able to go to the doctor but i'm just tiring out..maybe a rest this weekend will help..sure can't hurt