Trying to be calm.

I am really trying to stay calm. I have calming music playing in the back ground as I type.  I have had a few thoughts go through my mind that I have had to push away because deep down I know they are not true. No one is dieing.  
We had a very lovely family long weekend. It was nice to go someplace and do something for a change. 
I know that some things will get back to normal once we get moved and I have my support system back in place. And I wont feel like I am just going through the motions of life.  I found it so much easier to deal with family and friends when they were in the same town as me, not with how much distance there is right now.
I would just like to say that I am really enjoying being om DS. When I do start to feel down or out of it. I know I can come on here and write a post or in my journal. So thanks DS.
Hope everyone has a wonderful day>