Trying the seroquel

I am only taking it because the panic attacks are worse. Last night I had 4 or 5. I am in such a worse place than before I went looking for "help". I broke down at work today. No one saw it happen at least. Last night I sent my tdoc an email that I shouldn't have sent. My crazy was leaking out all over. I feel like I am just a breathe away from hurting someone. When I feel it come over me I tell myself it is not an option and take a cleansing breath.