Trying morning but keep on keeping on

trying to be self responsible. I called my therapist a couple times yesterday. I needed to. I’m reaching out now. I need to as well. I’m trying to be self responsible but my mind also is very much spinning and unstable.


I dig Deep and find the stability enough to write this. 

I’m trying to think in terms of making my own path rather than remaining passive after reaching out. Like I need to be saved. I do need a lot of support but I should not forget to be self responsible and a self starter. I’m glad I’m pushing ahead on this savings account for disabled folks. I sincerely hope it turns out ok after my folks review it.

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malibumark
malibumark

It’s wild, I’m starting to see my therapist much as I would see a physical therapist. A person might need one or the other just to keep fit enough to live life. It, having the need for one, shouldn’t be a blockade to getting on with life.
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

I’m sorry you’re feeling low today. Having a reliance on a therapist in crisis and coming out of crisis is mandatory. Then there becomes that time of taking applied knowledge in therapy out into interpersonnel spaces.

Its hard to trust people, but you have to learn ways to do so in order to grow interpersonally, outside of your own identity and self.

Hugs and noogies, Markus.
malibumark
malibumark

thank you Nikki
arfie
arfie

within the psychic flu theories, a therapist is a therapist, be the physical or psychic. they are deeply connected, as solidly as self-responsibility is connected to tending those psycho detours.

easy does it, grasshopper. faith in oneself is far more challenging than faith in a higher power.

you got this.
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Arfie!
SensitiveHoboLady
SensitiveHoboLady

I agree with Arfie. You got this.

I am learning new ways to navigate right now, Marko, even in the thickest and most intense of human interaction. If I, SensitiveHoboLady, can do it, then you can too, mon ami.

crois en toi parce que je crois en toi….
Community LeaderMid
Mid

Here's what I found when I walked the path of finding what works for me in trusting my self and giving my thoughts freedom of sharing.

Just as we learn how to do physical actions step by step, we also learn how to do emotional actions step by step.

You're doing great!!!
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD

I'm sorry that you're struggling sweetie.... You've been doing a lot with your trip and all.... Maybe you just need a day to just be with Blue and chill.... Big squishy hug.... xo
malibumark
malibumark

Thanks Nikki! Mid and Janet!!
lilmissy7
lilmissy7

((((((((((((((Marcos))))))))))))))))) <3
malibumark
malibumark

thanks lil missy!! :-)