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What do I do in the future? If I can't find a job now it is just going to be as hard when I have a degree. I don't know what to do. My mind is starting to tell me that suicide is always an option if nothing else comes up. It's just beyond me. I don't want to give up i want to succeed. Tomorrow I have a test in Geography and i am nervous that I am going to fail it. I think that it is a quiz so I am sure there are more points coming so I should not be alarmed. I think that I am prepared for this. I am still waiting on disability, I don't know if I am eligible for the funds, I sure know that I need them being a student with no work it would really save my life. I am going to eat something. I hope someone can give me some advice, before I down a bottle of something. I dont know if it is that bad...