Trolls and other shit

It's been a week since my last entry.  I've become addicted to playing Oblivion on the XBox.  It's a dangerous game, in that it doesn't seem to have an end. I've surviving at work, and I'm kinda dying at home.  No motivation.  The house, as usual, is a mess.  My step-daughter has gone vegetarian, which for some reason means that we ALL have to go vegetarian.  We have lots of vegetables at home, but I haven't a clue what to do with them.  I'm okay at throwing a porkloin in the crockpot or cooking some burgers or chicken breasts, but I've really no interest in learning what the hell to do with a spaghetti squash.  My wife hasn't cooked in months, so either I do something or we end up eating out.  Which we can't afford, and I can't stop myself from eating too much when we do. My wife's mother is having knee surgery on Thursday, so my wife will be gone staying with them for a while.  I don't know if I should feel relief or worry.  At least when my wife is around I feel like I have a purpose. I beat back some trolls for a while yesterday.  DS isn't really on the stick in terms of banning them, but I closed a whole bunch of troll bate posts.  Trolls are sadists.  They meet every definition of the term.  I know that the cheerleader chick is a regular member moonlighting as a troll.  They are trying to "prove" something.  Fuck 'em.  All they are proving is that most people don't know the right way to respond to sadism, because they haven't encountered it enough in their regular lives.  These are the fortunate ones.  I know how to respond because of the way my brother and some of my classmates used to treat me.  Does this make me more "worthy" in the troll's eyes?  The troll actually complemented me, acting like we both have to same goal or someting.  Like I give a fuck what a sadistic troll thinks?  Someone's playing games with other peoples emotions, causing emotional harm.  Fuck your game playing.  I have NO fucking respect for trolls whatsoever, and I learn who they are, I want them banned for life.  I don't give a damn if they are my best friends on the boards.  If they are secret sadists, I want NOTHING to do with them. Sorry for the rant.  I'm not in a great place at the moment. Love and peace to everyone.  If a secret troll reads this, repent.   Expect no respect from me. Steve