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crap! I made it home safely T_T. I was really hoping to die in bazaar accident on the way.
I've already self harmed tonight. I won't act further on my thoughts but im Praying God takes me.
I'm so sick of living this crap I call my life
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Huge hug sweetie
If you need to please go to emerg
I've been inpatient a couple of times and it really turned things around for me
Another hug and a blessing...xo
Please call someone when you’re feeling this way. A friend, a family member, suicide hotline.
I understand that feeling of no longer wanting to exist and it’s best to talk to someone to help ground you and to not be alone.
I hope you are in therapy to have someone to talk to. I’m talking to a therapist and a psychiatrist regularly.
Please try to do something to help with the self harm. No one deserves that kind of pain.
Sweetie this is a symptom of illness
You don't have to act on it just recognize it for what it is...That's all and it's a treatable illness...xo
So sorry you were feeling this way. I'll be saying some prayers for you. You are a precious child of God. You are valued and loved I hope things will improve for you soon.
Oh -_- I'm so sorry about this post
I was in quite a state and acting very impulsively.
I ended up on the phone with my friend all night until sometime past 4am. She wanted to take me to emergency.
Then into my phyciatrist office the following morning.
I'm so sorry y'all had to read my ranting.
Thank you so much for caring
*Hugs everyone*
Please forgive me -_-
I feel terrible having said all that I did
Ty for letting us know that you're ok and that you got some help
There's nothing to be forgiven for!!
I'm glad that you trusted us to vent here...xo
I read your post before you edited it.
How much of what you said is actually your BPD talking and how much of it is based on actual facts?
Don't give me the answer, that question is for you to think about during those moments. When you have those thoughts and you're hearing those negative things question them rather than believe them.