Trapped

Trapped In these illnesses I feel trapped like a caged bird Wanting the freedom that's so nice to normies OR SO I've heard..... Not being able to teach Or merely walk around my neighborhood at night Oh What a horrible sight To miss my freedom that I once held so dear To be in a daze of confused paranoia so unclear What might my reality be if I could break free from these chains So much I've lost......but so much I could have gained....

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Our illness can be so debilitating. Some days I really do feel crazy.
BipolarPrincess
BipolarPrincess

Thanks for the comment. Yeah I feel crazy all the time even though my meds keep me mostly stable......I really doo miss my nightly strolls!
deleted_user
deleted_user

awww..i so hear you princess...it sucs so much...but we have to keep our hope and treasure the little moments..but boy do i wish those moments were closer together....and yah, the paranoia, well that is like one of the worse...i hate it...yah, to be like the normies even for a week, but i want more than a week!!! i want a lifetime! hugs for you princess
deleted_user
deleted_user

LOVE IT!!! I feel exactly the same.....That\'s why I\'m here, to relate to others like you :) Thanks for the nice poem :)