Trapped

Trapped In these illnesses I feel trapped like a caged bird Wanting the freedom that's so nice to normies OR SO I've heard..... Not being able to teach Or merely walk around my neighborhood at night Oh What a horrible sight To miss my freedom that I once held so dear To be in a daze of confused paranoia so unclear What might my reality be if I could break free from these chains So much I've lost......but so much I could have gained....