took the last same day thurs sept 29,2011
well i took the very last of my noe half of the oxi, now ni have none. ahhhhhh. i still have some hydros, but soon i will be completely out. im still terrified about that.will have to find something else to help ease my pain. i staring to feel pretty good from it. i sound like a junky, trying not to be. i can totally see how people gpo to heroin in such things. pain is a terrile thing. i of couurse am still afraid of the street drugs they have out htere esspecially now days. its not like wene i was growing up. you had to shoot up alot of stuff that you can smoke now. scarry. never liked needkles and am afraid of the stuff they have now. no its not for me, but im so thankfull that either one of my children got on the hard shit. allthough my youngest drinks WAY TOO MUCH which i realy hate. i know ive been addicted to a lot of things in my life. wene i was growing up in the 70's, i would take anything anyone would give me. im very lucky to be alive. did acid only about 4 times in life but i loved the speed WE WOULD GET METH, real meth NOT THE CRAP THEY CALL METH NOW. ya son has my pre disposition to get or have addictions. other so too but his addictions, they just dont invove drugs or acahol, its material things, cause we were and he was SO VERY POOR growing up. ok, giong to see if son can get me a tv going back there, back later.....
Replies
When do you see your doctor again?I hope the pain is getting better.
UNFORTUNATLY I DONT SEE HIM FOR A MONTH. NURSE SAID HE PROBLY NOT GOING TO PERSCRIBE ANYTHING IN THE PAIN AREA, MAYBE THE OVER THE COUNTER. AHHHH. THESE SURGONS THINK YOU ARNT IN A LOT OF PAIN, BUT I STILL AM. THE SWELLING WENT SOWN IN LEG AND NOW I REALY FEEL THE PAIN. DONT KNOW IF MAKES ANY SENCE. IT IS BETTER, BUT I THINK I STILL NEED SOMETHING. SO YES THATNK YOU WILL TALK TO HIM ON MONDAY. WILL LET YA KNOW HOW IT GOES. THANKS AGAIN.