TOO GOOD TO LAST
WELL, I HAD TO HAVE KNOWN THE CALM AND PEACEFUL FEELINGS WERE NOT GONNA LAST,THEY NEVER DO. I WAS ACUALLY DOING PRETTY GOOD .GETTING THINGS DONE AROUND THE HOUSE AND WATCHING MY NEVER ENDING DIET...NOW I AM BACK TO EATING WAY TO MUCH AND FEELING LIKE SHIT!! I HAVE NO ENERGY AND AM EXPERIENCING BRAIN OVER LOAD....I JUST WISH I COULD GO AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS ALL BY MYSELF.I AM WORRIED ABOUT DAUGHTERS DOCTORS APPT. THURSDAY AND SURGERY ON MONDAY.WE ARE SUPPOSSED TO GO CAMPING TO CELEBRATE MY SONS BIRTHDAY THIS WEEKEND AND I CANT HANDLE ANYTHING NOW...I AM TAKEING MY SON BACK AND FORTH TO WORK EVERYDAY AND TRYING TO TEACH HIM HOW TO DRIVE.... I JUST NEED A BREAK.........HUBBY EITHER GOES TO HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS OR LAYS AROUND THE HOUSE WAITING FOR ONE TO SHOW UP.HEAVEN FORBID HE DO ANYTHING AROUND THE HOUSE,WAITING FOR IT TO CRUMBLE DOWN AROUND US I GUESS...I STRUGGLE EVERYDAY TO KEEP MYSELF SANE AND EXCEPT THE TERRIBLE TURN OF EVENTS MY LIFE HAS TAKEN ,BUT SOME DAYS I JUST CANT TAKE ANYMORE....I AM SO TIRED OF FEELING ALL ALONE IN THIS WORLD.I STRIVE TO DO EVERYTHING I CAN FOR MY KIDS .I LOVE THEM WITH ALL MY HEART AND WANT THEM TO BE GREAT,CAREING AND SUCCESSFUL INDIVIDUALS. I JUST WOULD LIKE MY PERSONAL HAPPINESS SOMETIMES ALSO...
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Do you have a DR ---What is he /she doing for you???
You need to find something to do -just for you, this is very important.
Why not send them camping and you stay home and pamper yourself?????
God Bless
Meg
Tammy,
I\'m sorry to hear that you have taken a backwards step on peace and happiness, but you have accomplished SOMETHING if you had even ONE happy day, so be proud of yourself for that woman! Life can really weigh us down sometimes, but it is so noce to have the nice moments too. You need a mani and pedi, LOL. You should treat yourself to some pampering...you more than deserve it! Have faith that all will go well with your daughters surgery. It is scary...i\'ve been through three myself. But everything has always gone well, and know that those people have their jobs for a reason. They are GOOD at what they do! I know that you won\'t relax until it is over, but just know that she is in good hands and that the Lord is watching over her. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Beth :)
Oh sweetheart I\'m sorry to hear all of that. It makes me mad when I hear that your husband is not helping like he should. Some guys wait their whole life wishing to find a good woman and get married, have kids, etc, and some don\'t realize what they have got. I just met you on here so I\'m not sure what is going on with your daughter, but I hope she is ok and will keep reading.
I totaly understand about the diet thing. I was on my diet and workout program and lost almost 100 pounds and have let it slide lately and put some back on. It\'s amazing the energy you have when all is going well and when things are tough and you need it the most it isn\'t there. You do need personal happiness and that isn\'t just for you but helps you be better at everything you want to do. I\'ll be thinking about you ok and try to take things as best you can and chip away at them.
*HUGS* and here is my shoulder for you to lean on/cry on and an ear for you to talk into.