Can't stop thinking about tomorrow Ric, I'm trying my best to keep busy, but I know the dreaded time is coming. I pray that I am strong and dignified, and all I need to focus on is that you meant the world to me and Thom, and you were a fantastic, loving, mischievous, unique person. I remember I always used to say God threw the mould away when he made Ric, because you were you, and nobody else could match that. I love you from the bottom of my heart, we both do, and I will get through tomorrow. Xxx