Today - versus yesterday - versus tomorrow...

Just wondering why my W and I get on each other so much.  I think we're hiding the anger we have toward what we've both done to each other and it's coming out in all these little things.  She got totally mad at me for all kinds of little things today.  Mad at this and mad at that.  But I really think she was missing her OM.  When she's in that mood, I'm a target for shootin at.  I take a ton of hits and just keep on rollin, but sometimes (today) I lost it and told her to get control of her moods or I would take the kids away for awhile.  She was still angry but then started the silent treatment (I hate that).
So I come home from work expecting a fight and comments galor.  To my surprise, she is totally happy.  Just happy to see me.  Huga and kisses me.  Dinner's ready.  Wow!  All the adrenaline in my body is now misdirected and I have to quickly change my thinking about tonight.  Wow!
Yesterday was more of the same thing.  Mad, angry, silent, then yelling.  And by the end of the day, nice as can be.  WTF!  I can't go rollercoaster riding with my life like this.  Either we have it out, or just drop it and by happy.  Whew!!!
Now let see what tomorrow will bring.  I can't wait to turn around and get slapped verbally for something I did (or didn't do) repeatedly.  Let's see what tomorrow has in store.  Hmmmm!
Me