Today I wept, no I keened with grief and sorrow

 I was filled with rage against my daughter for all the horrible things she has said about me. This, after not talking to me for reasons known only to her for several years.  And then the revelation that she is assassinating my character by accusing me of having a mental disorder (which I don't) and that she would like to see me incarcerated in a mental institution!  I know she has been dabbling in drugs and alcohol so this should not surprise me but yet it has.  The rage boiled within me and burst like a dam today as Bette Midler sang "God is Watching Us" and I sobbed, wept, keened with the grief and sorrow.
To know that my family is now shattered and I have lost G and A, A and B,J and C.  I have lost too J who I was so close to as he has joined the throng.  And of course I lost A a long time ago. All because I reported child abuse by her ex-boyfriend against my granddaughter - something we are expected to do, something we are told to do "Speak Out Against Abuse" and it has ricocheted most cruelly against me.  They all believe his lies.  They are all out to get back at me as if I committed some awful act.  It is all about vengeance.
I never ever thought this would happen to my family.  I am devastated beyond belief.