Today I start counseling.
After work today will be my first counseling session. Hoping that work goes better than yesterday. Funny how a song that i loved (Boys of Fall) came on the radio and just cut into me. Each friday night before the game we listened to this song getting excited for the game. Now this song just reminds me of the secret my husband was keeping during the football season this year.
I have never been on such a harder road in my life! Not sure if my marriage will make it. Never thought I would be in this spot or even wiling to try after something like this, But I feel I couldn't live without him. Or am I scared of being alone... Not sure because my emotions are just a roller coaster now to say the least. Praying for a good day:)
I have never been on such a harder road in my life! Not sure if my marriage will make it. Never thought I would be in this spot or even wiling to try after something like this, But I feel I couldn't live without him. Or am I scared of being alone... Not sure because my emotions are just a roller coaster now to say the least. Praying for a good day:)
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Just read through your journal and saw you are attempting to save your marriage. If you would like there is a group called rebuilding marriage after infidelity where others who are taking this road talk. It\'s a hard road but there are people who have succeeded. Please join us when you feel ready.
You should join the group state is talking about, it helps to talk with others going thru the same things and wanting to hold on to their marriage. Sometimes the infidelity site can be more discouraging. I know what you mean about reminders that used to make you happy. I think now about a vacation place we have gone to several times at Myrtle Beach. I now know he was involved with her when we were there in Sept and the thought of that place now is ruined for me forever. I never want to go there again and I loved it! You will have better days. Just hang in there. And finding this place is the best thing for you. It has been all that has helped me keep it together. I am 2 months out now and I am definately better than I was in the first couple of weeks.
I am so happy I found DS. Talking to people whom are going threw the same thing as me helps tremendously. I will look into that group.Thanks!