Today, I did a lot of cleaning...

I vacuumed, cleaned my oldest daughters room, straightened the living room and kitchen tables as well as folded and put away a load of clothes. The only thing I didn't do really that needed to be done is the dishes, but the reasson is a very legitimate one....I cut my hand the other day and I don't want to get it infected more than it is now. So, when he came home I basically told him I would've done them had it not been for my hand and he automatically said he'd do them esp. since I was already cooking something for dinner efore he got home. 

As he came up into the house from work, he said thank you for the picture I sent him and he finally acknowledged that he did read my texts and before he went to bed tonight, he said we will hopefully find or make the time to talk. I just know that I can't hold my breath waiting for it to happen and for anything to really get resolved if we do talk because I don't think he will express his reall feelings regarding everything we've been through and all the times we've argued or fought over stupid stuff in our 9 year relationship.  I know he isn't going to praise me for much of what I do or have done, but just him being open and honest with me instead of shutting me out conletely will be better then all that anyways if it happens this weekend. 

Its late almost 3 am now so I'm going to close here and go to bed in the front bedroom cause until we talk, there's really no reason for me to sleep in the same bed as him. It hurts too much when I've done it before. So, goodnight everyone and God Bless!