Today hasn't been going well

  My one and only friend hasn't been calling or emailing me anymore, and she hasn't been responding to my phone calls or emails. She finally responded with something about how my sadness annoys her. And the last time we hung out she was embarrased about my anxiety problems. She ended with how she was getting old of my same answers I was giving to her questions. And finally, that her and her friends think I'm immature. =( I feel so alone right now. I think I'm going to delete my email accounts and other online communities. All they do now is remind me of when I had friends to hang out with, and how I don't have any anymore. I am a loser. Their is no other way of putting it. I have no friends, no job, no money, no hobbies, no interests, no talents and no life. I'm embarrased of myself. I'm so angry, I just want control of my life!