Today

19 years ago today I asked The Most Amazing person to marry me - now I have lost her, and out children and my home and community and job - I'm now caring for an elderly parent and have no idea what the future holds. But I can say these things for definite

I still love her and the children. I don't know if or not when I'll see them again but I don't know how to stop loving them.

I need to have something to hope for

I'm broken need of healing