Today I’ve struggled to get out the house I’ve not really been sleeping and Just stayed on the sofa.

i was looking back at old pictures of myself and my eyes have changed it’s like the more time goes on and the more low I get the more dull my eyes are getting I wonder if this is possible?

well tomorrow my partner is back from working away and I know I’ll sleep because his here but when you know something is no good for you but your not strong enough to leave or be on you own what do you do.

when I think back I don’t have any close family and suffer from abandonment issues I just hope this counselling get back to me with a date soon as I have so much going round in my head