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Thanks to therapy and seeking psychiatric I've revisted my past, and not just those times with my father, but the last 4 years as well. 

(1) I've begun tapering off my medication using the method from the Mayo Clinic--3/4--2/4--1/4. I'm on the latter as of now and taking .5mg at night only. In a another week I hope to be taking CBD in place of it, which worked for me all my life up until a few years ago. I feel like I'm breathing new air. 

(2) I forgive my father, and other people who I bumbed up against these last few years. I also take full ownership of where I ended up in life (working in NYC in a field I despise), and can now laugh about it. I might have stepped too far outside my comfort zone, but it has only made me stronger: chalk it up as a premature mid-life crisis. 

(3) I now need to live within my comfort zone and live that life I had desired before I run off to NYC to chase a girl. I was born and raised in the Hills of CNY and it is where I will rest my head and live out a simple agrarian life. 

(4) Cannabis is a miracle drug, and I need to move on from when I was arrested and facing prison time for it and become an advocate. The Rec. inddustry is built on greed, and NY needs people to fight for MMJ patient rights via affordability and accessibility. I will fight for my rights as a medical marijuana patient and for those seeking similar relief.