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it's not selfish.  My friend says it's selfish for people to commit suicide.  she had two friends kill themselves. one about 5 years ago, one a couple of weeks ago.  I saw it the next week. but right now I don't see it.  I see I make my wife miserable. my son says he want's me to be part of the family and doesn't want me to go, but I kept talking about it whould be his whole family if I wasn't there