to Rose

"Hey girl, you know you drive me crazy <3
one word, puts the rythmn in my head"
 
you know you're awesome; i can't hold in these feelings.
you're amazing, perfect, a beautiful doll in my eyes. then
you move, your graceful body makes my heart stop. you
come closer, my heart rapidy thuds at my chest, as
if to try and come closer to you.
     it seems as if even my heart is competing against
me. i want you close, but i push away. i'm afraid, i will ruin you,
like everyone else. i'm afraid, and fear for you. but, you're
stubborn and do not listen. you pull me close, force me to give
in, and i welcome it with a smile.
   your lips, soft and delicate, touch my own, sending
excitement through my body. i want to tell
you pull me close, force me you that i love you,
but i hesitate. my inecurities show through. i want to
turn away,
     but then you keep me close. you accept them all
over again. i blush, your beauty shows from deeper
than your skin. i want to keep you like this forever.
     while we may be apart, the memories of when
we are together keeps me alive inside. i feel like
dying, but for you, i will live. live on in your arms,
your memories, and your mind.
      never forget i love you today, and i'll love you tomorrow
                        ---------------Vladimir-Richard Derek Miller {Akumu Umaru}