To David:

you are searching for the acceptance and love that you never received from your mother and father, and important people in your life. You have been left feeling empty and useless. You feel you need to be in a relationship, to feel wanted and worth while. You are searching for someone that will fill your empty void.
Your mother didn't care about you. Your father hated you. You were a burden, in the way. Trash. Who you were was nothing. They treated you as if you were nothing. You grew up believing something was wrong with you. Something must be wrong with you, with how everyone is treating you in your life... but maybe, your parental relationships molded you into searching for similar relationships with people. They were decent people, yet who didn't hold you in high esteem.
Your parents fucked up. They don't know how to treat another human being. ...
Sometimes i feel as if we were meant to be together.