"To be or not to be"
It's becoming increasingly clear that I don't deserve the things I have, or belong where I am. I have never fitted anywhere and I finally realise I should just accept this. I don't know what I'm gonna do, but I have to do it before my son is old enough to remember me.
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Falseface, your son will know what you have done. Your son will know that you abandoned him. You cannot control what will happen once you are gone, people will talk and he will know. He will most likely also commit suicide. He needs you false face, you need help. I have been where you are many times before, but I have always looked for help. Please look for help, go to a psychiatrist and spill your guts out, you will get help. I am praying for you and your little guy, he doesn\'t deserve a life without you. He needs you.