Tired end of day

I'm tired but not that tired- just having troubling thoughts about my mother that come

creeping in much of the time when I start to feel self sufficient and directed in life.

I know we all have issues from our pasts. So maybe I should just focus on the present

and the ideas that I was thinking about earlier today - and how my mind gets all 

squirrely once an idea 'births' and then 'churns and churns with different solutions

or aspects to it".

I won't go into the specifics but I feel heartened that I can continue with my trajectory

and just put into action the good wisdom I have found lately.

Sending peace and prayers! and light! :)