Tired and angry

Im very tired today, i went to bed around 11 and woke up at 9 instead of 10. I woke up about two times, for an hour, each time. Im frustrated at my eye, when i went to the dr's i got weighed and it said i was 158, which is a pound heavier than i was when i was at my heaviest. And at my med dr i was 146, and i dont know how i gained the weight back since ive been walking and drinking green tea so much of the time. Maybe i need to walk four miles instead of a mile and a half. I dont want to. I dont know whats wrong with me. The heat is getting to me. I need to swim at my friends house, after my eye heals. I want to visit my cousin, she lives hours away. Havent seen her in about a year and a half, maybe two years. Im mad, i want to sleep until my eye is better and until i can swim or see my cousin.